In Nehemiah 9 the Levites are praying. In their prayer they confess the sins of their forefathers in their wilderness wanderings.
In their prayers they acknowledge that the forefathers were arrogant and obstinate. They refused to walk in faith and obey God. When things didn’t add up the way they thought they should, they rebelled against God. They were so stubborn and rebellious that they were even willing to appoint a leader to lead them back into slavery.
That is astounding!! Here they had been freed from oppression, they were offered a great land, yet instead of walk in faith, their fear of the giants prompted them to be willing to go back to slavery. Instead of facing their fears and trusting God’s promises, they were willing to go back into a brutal slavery!
How much is that like us? Often we wander in our own wilderness as we question God’s wisdom and power to help us in our situations in life.
There are times in our lives we have to surrender our fears and surrender our willingness to understand how all the details are going to work out, and trust God and walk in faith. More often than not, God doesn’t work the way we think He should. Will we surrender our desires and understanding to the fact that He knows best and trust His sovereignty and goodness?
The great thing about Nehemiah 9 is that they go on to acknowledge that even in the midst of the forefathers’ rebellion, God was gracious and merciful. God continued to guide them, provide for them, and sustain them as they wandered.
May we live in surrender to a loving and sovereign God and walk trusting in Him. And thus enter into all that He has for us.